Feel a bit lazy to write...
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I Got Music

Music is really a precious thing in my life.
Life without music? I'd rather die...

this is what I'm playing over and over in my phone...

What you've got boy is hard to find
I think about it all the time
I'm all strung out my heart is fried
I just can't get you off my mind

Because your love, your love,
your love is my drug

Just don't give up
I am working it out
Please don't give in
I won't let you down

It messed me up
Need a second to breath
Just keep coming around
Hey,Whataya want from me

And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist

But darlin',
You are the only exception

Maybe i know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Or keep a straight face
Align Center

I'm not surprised
Not everything lasts
I've broken my heart so many times I've stopped keepin' track.
Talk myself in
I talk myself out
I get all worked up than I let myself down.

I might have to wait
I'll never give up
I guess it's half timing and the other half's luck
Wherever you are
Whenever it's right
You'll come out of nowhere and into my life

I just haven't met you yet

Click on the title to see their video.
and the bold sentences are my favorite part :)


Sebenarnya ini bukan tentang kematianmu, bukan itu.

Karena, aku tahu bahwa semua yang ada pasti menjadi tiada pada akhirnya, dan kematian adalah sesuatu yang pasti,
dan kali ini adalah giliranmu untuk pergi, aku sangat tahu itu.

Tapi yang membuatku tersentak sedemikian hebat, adalah kenyataan bahwa kematian benar-benar dapat memutuskan kebahagiaan dalam diri seseorang, sekejap saja, lalu rasanya mampu membuatku menjadi nelangsa setengah mati, hatiku seperti tak di tempatnya, dan tubuhku serasa kosong melompong, hilang isi.

Kau tahu sayang, rasanya seperti angin yang tiba-tiba hilang berganti kemarau gersang.

Pada airmata yang jatuh kali ini, aku selipkan salam perpisahan panjang, pada kesetiaan yang telah kau ukir, pada kenangan pahit manis selama kau ada,
aku bukan hendak megeluh, tapi rasanya terlalu sebentar kau disini.

Mereka mengira aku lah kekasih yang baik bagimu sayang, tanpa mereka sadari, bahwa kaulah yang menjadikan aku kekasih yang baik. mana mungkin aku setia padahal memang kecenderunganku adalah mendua, tapi kau ajarkan aku kesetiaan, sehingga aku setia, kau ajarkan aku arti cinta, sehingga aku mampu mencintaimu seperti ini.

Selamat jalan,
Kau dari-Nya, dan kembali pada-Nya,
kau dulu tiada untukku, dan sekarang kembali tiada.

selamat jalan sayang,
cahaya mataku, penyejuk jiwaku,

selamat jalan, calon bidadari surgaku ....


Ini puisi dari Pak Habibie buat almarhum istrinya.

Terharu banget bacanya :')

Copied from my friend's notes on FB again.

tapi sayangnya, Vicky ngasih tau gue kalo ini cuma hoax.

yaah whoever the writer is... it's very touching, rite?

Yes or Mess

Two days ago I was home alone (again).
and I was boring with my meaningless activities at home.
So I just sat alone in my room doing nothing.
but then my sight went to my wardrobe. hmm there's something I can do with it!
then I looked at my camera. triiing! yeah I have an idea :)

I picked out some clothes in my wardrobe and tried to mixed it up.
actually, I have planned to do it for a month ago, but only now I got the right time.

Well, too shy to show it for you but...hmm there's nothing wrong with it
soooo check it ;)

Really simple look.
Floral dress-Old Jacket jeans-Black Tights-White Sneakers

Black always looks cool.
Animal print shirt-Black cardigan-Black legging-Fake channel bag-White wedges

Classic me and the details of what I wore
Floral dress-Mom's pink blazer-Gold chain belt-Minnie earrings-White wedges

This is my mom's blazer.
I really loooove it. The pattern and color is soo sweet :)

and in the bedroom was in a big mess.

sorry for that silly photos and silly style.
I just wanna playing with my wardrobe :)

Touching Me

Bagi seorang yg sudh dewasa, yg sedang jauh dr orangtua, akan sering merasa kangen dgn mamanya. bgmn dgn papa?

Mungkin krn mama lbh sering menelepon utk menanyakan keadaan setiap hari. Tp tahukah kamu, jika trnyt papalah yg mengingatkan mama utk meneleponmu?

Saat kecil, mamalah yg lebih sering mendongeng. Tp tahukah kamu bhw sepulang papa bekerja dgn wajah lelah beliau selalu menanyakan apa yg kamu lakukan seharian.

Saat kamu sakit batuk/pilek, papa kadang membentak "sudah dibilang! jgn minum es!". Tp tahukah kamu bahwa papa khawatir?

Ketika kamu remaja, kamu menuntut utk dpt izin keluar malam. Papa dgn tegas berkata "tidak boleh!"

Sadarkah kamu bhw papa hny ingin menjagamu? Krn bagi papa, kamu adlh sesuatu yg sangat berharga.

Saat kamu bisa lebih dipercaya, papapun melonggarkan peraturannya. Kamu akan memaksa utk melanggar jam malamnya.

Maka yg dilakukan papa adlh menunggu di ruang tamu dgn sangat khawatir.Ketika kamu dewasa,dan hrs kuliah di kota lain.

Papa harus melepasmu. Tahukah kamu bhw badan papa terasa kaku utk memelukmu? Dan papa sangat ingin menangis.

Di saat kamu memerlukan ini-itu, utk keperluan kuliahmu, papa hanya mengernyitkan dahi. Tp tanpa menolak, beliau memenuhinya.

Saat kamu diwisuda. Papa adlh org pertama y berdiri dan bertepuk tangan untukmu. Papa akan tersenyum dan bangga. Sampai ketika teman pasanganmu datang utk meminta izin mengambilmu dari papa.

Papa akan sangat berhati-hati dlm memberi izin.Dan akhirnya..Saat papa melihatmu duduk di pelaminan bersama seseorang yg dianggapnya pantas, papapun tersenyum bahagia.

Apa kamu tahu,bhw papa sempat pergi ke belakang dan menangis?Papa menangis krn papa sangat bahagia. Dan iapun berdoa "Ya Tuhan, tugasku telah selesai dgn baik. Bahagiakan Putra/i kecilku yg manis bersama pasangannya".

Stlh itu papa hny bisa menunggu kedatanganmu brsm cucu-cucunya yg sesekali dtg utk menjenguk Dgn rambut yg memutih dan badan yg tak lagi kuat utk menjagamu

sumpah, gue nangis baca notes ini :'(

I love you, Pa...

got this from Kak Tiara Forna Karindy's note on FB

And The Award Goes To...

I got an award from Annisa Nadhia! Thanks dear :)

the rules:
1. Thank and link the person that gave you the award.
2. Pass this award to 15 bloggers you’ve recently discovered and think are fantastic 3. Contact said Blogs and let them know they’ve won the award
4. State 7 things about yourself.

well, I try to not break the rules sorry I'm too lazy to pass this award to 15 bloggers.
what if just 3? :)

okay, 7 things about me :
arrogant (sometime...)
lovable (??!!)

and I give this award to :
1) Vicky Oktriviani
2) Rizki Nurbaiti Amalia
3) Nadya Restu Mayestika

take this :)


Guys, I'm having diarrhea now :'(
it's been two days and arrgh it's painful!

Ya Allah, please stop it...

Quotes of The Day!

really nice quote :)


I've been an unemployed for this month.
errr I have no activity. super booooooring!

so, one thing that cross my mind is being a part-timer!
It's a good right?

Nadya asked me to searching any vacancies on internet.
and we are very excited for this.
it's good for our experience and pocket :)
we're on our way to apply some vacancies.
just wish us luck!

during the searching, me and Nadya was chatting on Facebook.
a little embarrassing moment happened.
it's my stupidity.
I don't know why it happen in me....
I think it's the effect from my 10 hours sitting in front of the computer -___-

see my chat with Nadya this afternoon...

-english subtitle-
Me : Nad, you see below the vacancy...
it's written that the deadline is June 22nd, 2010
is that mean that it was close on June 22nd??
Me : Nad, did you get my latest message?

Nadya : yes, the deadline is June 22nd
we still have time..
Me : hey, it's tomorrow
Me : Oh yeaaaa! haha

Nadya : Put, what's wrong with youuu? err for God's sake!
Me : sorry naaaad
Nadya : you're so shameful, Put! haha
Me : it seems like browsing continually makes my brain dull!

haha. do you get it?

cck cck stupid me!

Too Happy

You can call me Freak, Weird, Dumb, Cheesy or anything you want but I'm so happy and proud when I see my artwork (haha can I called it 'artwork' anyway?) on tumblr has been reblogged by someone! woo-hoo! haha.

here it is the evidence!

click for enlarge the image

the pic is my creation :)

hey, don't forget to check out my tumblr here!

I'm Mommy For Dummy

Have you ever heard about a game named 'Pet Society'.
Yeah, it's on Facebook Application.

I have played it for a years.

Soooo let me introduce my beloved pet to you....


She looks so dumb, that's why I call her Dummy :)

this is the 'old' dummy.
she looks so weird and has no style...
she doesn't even have hair! ;)

Dummy likes to playing guitar
FYI, it's not her own guitar, she went to her friend's house and borrowed it :p

It's Dummy at the present time.
look! she had already have hair! haha.
in this pic, she was fishing.

My favorite portrait of Dummy!

now let's see Dummy's house. It has been renovated two days ago!

1st Floor

Living Room. really love the zebra pattern. it's soo me!

Fishy Room. I love fishing lately

The Cheerful Kitchen

2nd Floor

Blue Bathroom with Lil Ghost on it

Dummy's Pinky Room

Closet and Computer Room

What do you think of it?
I tried so hard to collect coins by planting many seeds, and sold the fruits or visiting friends to kiss or hug them everyday!

So now Dummy is really a rich pet ;)


I don't know why but I feel so sorry that lately I'm in love with... PINK!

no! it's not Pink the singer...

it's Pink with the real meaning!

err unconsciously I started to love it.
I hate to love it. Pink is too naughty and sweety color for me.
to yellow, my favorite color, watch out for pink ;)

aww I wanna steal her closet!

T-shirt Project

yesterday was really a fun day to me! why oh why?
check out my post below :)

I went to Vicky's to doing our T-shirt Project.
we have planned to draw t-shirt with our own hand and design.
no need to explain, just check the photos!

This is our tees.
Orange and Pink :)
Vicky bought it for me.
the size is too big for me, but that's okay.
Oversized tees is great!

this is our tools.
it's crayon for fabric.
you can buy it at book store.

this is my sketch drawing.
I just want to practice my hand.
looks ugly rite? haha.

this is Vicky's sketch.
no no, the 'awesome girl' part is just kidding ;)

I'm in loove with my pink tees, so I won't draw on it.
I'm afraid the drawing is not satisfied me.
then I decided to use the white one, my old tees.

behind the scene!

after worrying about the difficulty of my design...
tadaaa! I've finished it well!
as well as my imagination hehe.
but it's not perfect, there's crayon stain near the camera.

my brand's sign ;)

It's Vicky's tees!
during the making of this tees, she kept staring at my shirt.
looks like she's not satisfied with hers.
but heeeey it's your own design, Vi! appreciate it :)

it must be ironed first to make the drawing permanent

Here we are with our own tees!
Vicky prefers to showed off the back side...

BIG thanks to Vicky who asked me to do this fun project :)